To gran,

It has been six tuesdays without my phone ringing and your warm voice saying hello, so what have you been up to this week. It has been six tuesdays of catching myself before i dial your number to tell you all about what the kids did this weekend and if any of them were rude to me, telling you about what sam was cooking for dinner for you to say ooo no i wouldn't like that but you two enjoy yourselves and putting the world to rights with you. Its been six tuesdays without our long good byes and i love yous and now you take care of yourselves and watch what your doings. But here are some Memories with you that keep me smiling:

Pouched eggs, dinner on our laps infront of the t.v, talc, coming round to have a peaceful bath, your soft skin, sitting at your feet with my head in your lap whilst you stroked my hair, running for the train in london with everyone trying to make sure we made the last train home, buying me knickers from m&s in manchester, playing games at christmas that made you hillariously infuriated at us all for having know idea what you were on about, fish and chips on the sand, taking me to get my first set of pointe shoes in ipswich, wedding dress shopping. The list is endless. 

I miss you an indescribable amount but all i keep thinking about is how lucky we are to have loved you so much that we hurt so much now. We all really miss you! We always will.

Love you always

Pops xxx